uh...
i don't rly know how to start this post off.
& it feels like im only posting sad, unhappy entries nowadays.
oh. god.
bet its dreadful reading how i drown myself in sorrows or smthg.
but the reason im still blogging nw is for me to rmb past stuffs & probably to update my friends abt my life anyw.
but today is terrible i guess?
to summarise,
#1 rating the seriousness.
1 - mild
5 - moderate
10 - severe
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mine?
FREAKING 11 & 16 & 17.
GG.
#2 there's absolutely no immediate, permanent cure
(which kind soul can go & invent a cure for me?)
#3 at the age of 35, it might start to improve.
(hello, im 18 now.)
#4 many thgs tht i need to do to try to improve thgs & im supposed to be stucked with doing all tht ALL MY LIFE.
time? money?
i feel sad for my parents ok.
they hv to suffer w me.
#5 the ultimate, really.
ITS HEREDITARY.
RRRRRIGHT.
i'll be making others... suffer along with me.
this must be a big joke.
ok.
im nvr getting m___.
how i wish all the whinings and maybe... the typing of 10 sad faces will make the problem go away.
but it doesnt.
BULL.
i might just take down this post rly soon.
make it private.
it feels like im exclaiming a big crappy part of my life to the world out there.
so people, read while you can.
apart from all these, check this out.
my new fav!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Bp13TeFNrw&feature=related
